LETTER TO MOTHER
Mother you are far away and I miss you.
From my departure to this day I never
saw you again.
In moments of hardship I really missed your presence.
I turn around....... look..... you are not there.
The pain is severe, what can I do to bring you back?
On many occasions I believe I did you wrong?
You have forgiven me many times because your love is pure.
I found it hard then, to understand your love for me.
Now I know you wanted my happiness.
I am sorry for having misunderstood you.
I am sorry for having sent your love away.
Please come back.
I need you mother.
Please phone me, write to me.
Be my friend once more.
This darkness inside myself for having gone away
It is bringing unhappiness into my life.
Your love was the best love that I ever had.
My pain each day is burning the beauty of my soul.
Mum I love you so much, more than I can express.
I give you permission to be in my life once more.
Your loving son.
Here we are sharing the work I wrote a long time ago, when the process of clearing out the accumulated "stuff" started. The books, poems and words remained in the computer, for a long time waiting to be shared with the world.