 What I learnt is: that the flow of life through me without resistance carries me to a deeper level of understanding of myself. The obstacles are evident and clear, but I can handle the energy as it arises with more intelligence when I flow with life and remove myself from the attachment of the persona. What do I mean by persona? To me this word is connected to the identification of the mind, the emotion or feeling, and the physical.
When I become identified with these energies within myself the ‘I’ has little chance of expressing it’s truth. The mind, the feeling, the emotion, and the physical, these three parts are my vehicle. The centre of my Universe is the ‘I AM presence’. That energy that continues on for all times and is present in each living thing. I am constantly changing in the identification of the above energies. The soul stays the same, a light unto itself that becomes sharper, darker, visible or invisible as time goes on. The energy of the soul exists in the totality of the spectrum. What I can do is be part of such vastness. Being the living ‘I AM’ makes life as easy as breathing anything else becomes a function to be performed in the maintenance of the chariot. Sparkling clean is the carriage, sometimes I can be the passenger, most of the time I will be the driver. The symbol of the chariot is more appropriate to the golden carriage. The chariot is functional, practical and serves the purpose. Others may pick a plane, car, boat, or whichever symbol turns them on to represent the three energies described above. The important view is to make shore we are detached from each energy. The other point I wanted to convey is: an energy can be contained inside a square with precise boundaries around it this makes the ideas, dreams and other integrated energies that belong to me clearly excessable and workable to me alone. When I am without defined outline the energy scatters everywhere like a lava and others get burnt, confused and involved. This type of irresponsibility contributes towards a schizophrenic society where no one is accurately aware of what is his/her reality is. AvmHart 2002  THE OUTLOOK OF THE NEED RATHER THEN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE SOUL
For many years my search towards soul awareness has been based from the external point of view. I learnt from different organisations how to reach the soul. Had many counselling session yet there was this constant need. This surprised myself. “why was I not reaching the bottom of the well?” Why was there still more need? Now I know the answer. The constant looking the constant doing was not bringing me closer to the SOUL. It was keeping me from reaching the well. In order for me to actually live the soul I need to go on my own soul journey. My path. The path that no one has travelled on because it is my path. The path is a discovery and only my soul has the road map. No use asking others for direction. They will point in their own direction giving my path a new meaning. This will keep me from reaching the centre of the well and will keep the need alive therefore distancing myself from the bottom of the well and my true road. The road that is based on me actually being there inside the soul energy and from that point living life as it is meant to be lived, each moment experiencing the flavour of my own soul. That tiny speck of light created in the image of the wholeness of the universe and I am contributing in the expansion of its awareness. When I forget to live such potentiality then the contribution coming from me being here on this earth is lost. I can exist upon this earth, the only person that will be in pain will be myself. AvmHart 1997 LOVE LETTING GO OF FEAR. We need
to remind ourselves constantly that love is the energy that resides inside us. Anything we perceive that does not mirror love is a misunderstanding. Forgiveness by letting go, then, becomes the means for correcting our misperceptions; this allows us to understand how life works. When loving others with the entire concept of them being their UNIQUE selves, we give space to "no blame". When embracing the other person into our mind's eye, gives fuel to, that we are not separate from each other. Then we allow ourselves to experience a sense of unity and-one-ness with each other. Letting go and forgiving does not mean putting up with or tolerating behavior in others that is inappropriate. It means correcting our viewpoint that others are harming us. The unforgiving mind rigidly sees the past and future as the same and is resistant to change. It does not want the future to be different from the past. The unforgiving mind sees itself as right and blames others for their pain. This mind thrives on conflict and will run from the responsibility of life itself. We now have reached a period in our evolution where we realize that change happens each moment of our lives. Therefore going against the current of life becomes a struggle, WORTH letting go off. AvmHart  The day sometimes can seem harder than it actually is.
We feel like giving up is the answer. The Universe and your soul knows how difficult challenges' can be. When that happens I give myself permission to breathe with awareness in and out for a while, until the energy calms down. That way if there is a tomorrow, bigger coming into my life, I know that I will be ready. Good night dearest friends.  No amount of soul searching will enable me to satisfy the emptiness that has accumulated within myself over the billions of years. It is a thirst that coffee or alcohol as I drink of these worldly commodities, will leave me unsatisfied. There is a dungeon where my eyes have landed and with the darkness of the dungeon goes the emptiness of my soul. How awful this feeling of aloneness of despair that makes me wants to have addictions as a stimulus. I want to run and hide from these feelings. I want to free myself from these emotions. Emptiness, solitude, isolation, infringement. Evident emotions at the point of failure. "Return my soul to the centre of my beingness" I say to the feeling. Let the music of heaven sing once more to me, like I have heard those songs before. The songs sang in heaven. I am ready to rejoice in the coming of the new Christ. My addictions will keep me tied down to the mortal life. I choose to follow the light that is shining within myself guiding me step by step to the other side of down. I want to feel the flowers of this most wonderful garden where the love of God touches my heart. I want to have the diamond of life shining from my third eye like a star that has the power of the eagle. Then the sun rises and shines upon my throat charka and descending slowly to the rest of the charka’s until it touches mother earth with its power and wealth. I raise my arms high above my head and swing from side to side as the wind caresses my body and the breeze from the ocean knows that now I am part of the entire universe and the power of love. Amen I make my energy and mental telepathy available to the right person at the right time. I share the information spirit gives me. Fundamentally I am in touch with the bigger picture of life and so it is, the beginning of a new level of consciousness that then will expand even further as I grow in the moment. AvmHart 1996  The beauty of a woman in love.
Her face sparkles and the light from her heart shines brighter than a star. She gives with no restrictions making sure that her man is happy at all times. She loves him and the nurturing and giving part of her becomes a ball of fire that wants to give and give. Her feminine beauty enhances the beauty of the body. The gentleness that resides in her becomes evident by her gestures. Her assertiveness belonging to her masculine side knows when to appear. Her intuition heightens to the point of reading the feelings and thoughts of the man she totally loves.The two become bonded and intertwined together because love does that to the two people that are love. Both the masculine and the feminine side of each other shine when Divine love is present. She is the inspiration to the opening of the heart chakra of her man. She is the Goddess of this earth and the beauty of the soul. Avmhart. I am entering into the magic of my soul that is eternal. It has had many lives and this one is the last upon this earth. My soul loves to laugh and rise above the different challenges. Some were small others took a little longer to surpass. It is a happy soul that loves all humans and wants to share its light with others. It travels far and wide giving love to others. It knows its purpose and mission of this life that is so vast and full of mystery and magic. We are friends with other souls that know the path of the God within. We love to laugh and do the very best we can. Our mission is oneness, especially within our personal self.   Do you know that you are here to bring something into this world that would change it for the greater? Are you aware that you are one of the few people that have the capacity & the courage to be the greatness that changes worlds? Are you truly expressing it? All of it? Now imagine what the world would be like if you did! If we did it together with the same energy, love and light.
Unity is one of the greatest gifts that we have for transforming stuck energy into love. Each day I cleanse and send love to my environment and beyond. We can do it together. Please help me achieve this. I know other groups are sharing the same goal. Please make suggestions and ways that we can do this. Write on my timeline on face book. Many thanks. Divine Love  The night has come yet love is still in your heart waiting to reach others less fortunate than yourself. Your heart rejoices in the giving because more love will come into your heart. Good night and gracious dreams. Divine Love We are continually guarded towards change that will then ripple outwardly and influence others.
 UNDERSTANDING THE MASCULINE ENERGY.
Describe your father? Your reaction to the masculine figure. Analysis of what you learned from the masculine teacher? From observing father’s life, you want to be more: For what are you grateful to your father? For what would you be willing to forgive your father? Growing in your own way what have you copied of your father?  Like a flower that blossoms and enjoys every part
of life as life presents itself, that is how I WANT to enjoy each day. By courageously responding to nature and the call of the Universe. By breathing in and out deeply with awareness, of every blade of grass and event that happens. By continually being grateful for the friends and family that accept me just as I am. By respecting and including others in my life. Also I would like to increase my determination in doing what I came to do this lifetime. Amen August will be a month full of surprises and financial advancement. We will be able to bring forward and finish many projects that were started at the beginning of the year. We can call August a consolidation month with many benefits.
I am very excited about the energy of August. We have a phenomenon happening that only happens every 835 years. Five Friday's, Saturday's and Sunday's, this in itself is magical, since the number five is all about freedom and letting go of the old patterns and old beliefs, that no longer serves us. For many people this month will bring to the surface old disputes and wars will come to a closure by a mutual agreement for the betterment of both parties and the greatest good of ALL. Wars are no way to solve situations of differences. Feel confidant and make sure to enjoy the beauty of every single day of August because this one is absolutely a special one. God bless. <3 Divine Love <3 |
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