My Father

9/3/2014

I am writing down my thoughts. All my life I have been afraid of my father. I idolized him so much. The only thing I was capable of doing was- sulking when hurt, running away, withdrawing within myself and becoming totally afraid of him. He was a gentle creature, that became extremely violent when drunk or provoked. I loved him so much yet I feared him. He loved me yet refused to listen and acknowledge my opinion. He was such a wonderful man.

He was a provider for the family. He was doing his own thing without realizing the stress he was putting the family under.

How can I stop all the patterns that are connected to the way my father was? I realize parental upbringing rubs off onto the kids.

How many things did I copy from my dad?

Now is the perfect time for clearing out unwanted " baggage" from past experiences.

Use the mp3's on this website they are there for you, free.
AvmHart

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Author A.V.M.HART.

Here we are sharing the work I wrote a long time ago, when the process of clearing out the accumulated "stuff" started. The books, poems and words remained in the computer, for a long time waiting to be shared with the world.
This year 2017 I am happy to share God's work with you.
I receive great joy each time I share on FB or this website.
Also if you care to know my personal experiences on other subjects that are of interest to you please let me know. If you wish let others know about this website.With all my love I thank you.
AvmHart.

My Father

Author A.V.M.HART.

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