MY LOST SOUL
My soul became lost and I have been a victim of others since the time I was in the Roman arena being faced with the challenge of concurring the lion or being eaten by the lion. I chose to die rather than put a little more effort into strengthening my faith and trust in the essence of my soul. I could have quite easily tamed the lion, then raised my hands up into the air and demanded to be let go free.
Instead I chose to give into the desires of others that wanted to see me die. Since this episode each lifetime I continued to choose others as my guiding light. To allow their power to dominate over the power of my inner feeling, which is the soul or Spirit? Today 4/11/07 I choose to reclaim the power and full essence of my soul. I no longer want others to be the running force of my daily life. The advisers of how I feel or what I do with my life. I know the truth inside myself.
I have been a split soul for many years. One personality connected to the soul and the other connected to the human race. Humans are what they are. They follow the rules of society, the church and the government. The truth of the soul will continue to be part of my own existence. It is up to me to live such truth of full potentiality.
I know I can reclaim such power. Finally make it my own and build upon it until it becomes the full reality of the Uniqueness that I am. Living such reality will be similar to that moment in the arena. It will be like being given another chance for understanding how magnificently powerful the energy of the soul is. How important this revelation is this lifetime to my existence. I can live this discovery in one go ore take my time to enjoy each moment as it happens, it is up to me to choose. Now that I am fully awake and conscious of the mission and purpose of the soul, it will be easier to live such truth.
Here we are sharing the work I wrote a long time ago, when the process of clearing out the accumulated "stuff" started. The books, poems and words remained in the computer, for a long time waiting to be shared with the world.